how i wish....

dan sekarang memang aku terAMAT amat la sedih dengan keadaan aku sekarang nih. dah pukul 11.30 malan and im still waiting for him. why? i dun noe. how i wish he could be here with me rite now. he smile at me, i smile at him, we talking rubbish to each other and bla bla bla. but i noe, diz wouldn't happen coz my mama wont let me go to see him even he is here! da reason is the time. its already late. da last mesej i got from him at around 8pm just now. and after dat, not even one single mesej or even a call from him. im so worried! at least he can text me and tell dat he is juz fine. da worse is, he is going to somewhere tomorrow. its clear dat we can't see each other. i have to wait until he comes back here. maybe diz march or maybe his sem's break. whethere i want it or not, i have to! azier, du u noe how i miss u so much bie? how i wish i can see u rite now? how i wish i can suddenly be infront if ur house only to see u? how i wish dat today wont be end coz i want u to come to see me diz evening? everything is bout how i wish. but i noe, i juz cant :(

may ALLAH bless azyana